Regarding Those Matters of Me and My Little Sister

Chapter 1 – Back Then

My family was poor when I was small, and my parents also values boys over girls, so everything good was given to me.
My younger sister was as if a beggar; she didn’t have any nice clothes to wear and didn’t get any good food to eat.
She was dirty all the time, and no one looked for her except for her to do chores.

But she was really glued onto me and always followed behind my butt, appearing carefree.
I was very annoyed at her.
Because my friends all called her a bastard and loathed her.
To not be alienated by my friends, naturally I loathed her too.
Sometimes I would even become very angry.
Just on basis is this beggar thing my younger sister?

My younger sister with dirty attire and didn’t receive love and care was alienated by everyone.
That time I didn’t pay attention to her feelings, and went to play with friends right after I got off school.
I didn’t bother with her at all.
She occasionally begs me to bring her along with me and play; I would even kick her a few times and tell her to not follow me and make me ashamed.

It was unknown for how long these kind of days lasted.
Later, I went to middle school, while she was in fifth grade.
I was still “well dressed”, and she was still a beggar.

The little kids near us still alienated her; the only change was that we didn’t like to play outside anymore, but instead liked to play video games at Da Qiang’s house and watch DVDs.

Da Qiang was the only male high school student in the neighborhood.
His house had colored TV as well as game consoles.
Us middle schoolers and even elementary schoolers were still immensely immature, and likes to rush to his house and play like a hive of bees.

We played video games at first, and some time later Da Qiang started to play videos to us.
That was his dad’s DVD, probably one he got some somewhere on the street stalls.
Japanese girls screamed in there.

When we first watched, all of us little kids felt immense astonishment.
Once boys started with this kind of bad behavior it was impossible to stop.
After that, we would go to Da Qiang’s house to watch DVDs every single weekend, and would also do that kind of stuff, even though we felt unnerved and afraid.

My younger sister then discovered about this later.
She was very much attached onto me, and hoped for me to play with her when weekends came.
But I was impatiently trying to go watch DVDs, and every single time I would throw mean words toward her and tell her to scram.

She didn’t dare to follow either, and an immensely disappointed expression hung on her face.
That time I wasn’t able to understand her feelings, and ignored it always.

However, she gathered courage and followed when we were watching videos this one time, and hid outside of Da Qiang’s windows to eavesdrop.

Da Qiang adjusted the volume to very low, and we were all watching without breathing.
We would also masturbate; boys that had just entered the sexual adolescence didn’t really have much shame.

That younger sister of mine was looking from outside the window.
She brought over a chunk of rock, stood on top tip-toed and looked, but got startled and fell onto the ground.

As we were all stupefied, Da Qiang immediately lifted up his pants and rushed out.
Not long after, he dragged my younger sister by the hair into the house, and tightly shut the door.

Da Qiang had bullied my younger sister since childhood, and he stilled enjoyed doing so even now as he attended high school.
After he dragged my younger sister in he gave her stomach a punch straight away: “You dared to peek?”

Da Qiang was obviously very diffident, and same for us.
Fortunately the peeper was merely a ten years old beggar girl.

At first I was panic stricken, then my thoughts went to that I couldn’t displease Da Qiang and make all the kids alienate me.
So I played the role as the vanguard and berated my sister: “I told you to not follow me, are you deaf?”

My younger sister were already struck dumb from fear, and was trembling greatly.
She was grabbed by the hair, and the pain made her face distorted.
The only clean part about her was her face, but at this moment her face also became dirty.
Tears and snot ran all over, and her face was like calico cat’s face.

I pushed her out as all of the kids were bickering.
Da Qiang gave my sister a kick on the butt.
I dragged my little sister outside; the tattered clothing she had wore for a few years already got torn up straight away.
Her upper body was revealed; it was extremely thin and small.

No one had noticed this, except Da Qiang.
Da Qiang looked at my sister twice, then suddenly called me to stop, and said nevermind.

Everyone were dumbfounded; because Da Qiang liked to bully my little sister the most.
I didn’t understand, so Da Qiang hissed: “She’ll definitely tell on us when she gets back.
I need to give her a lesson, to make her not dare to snitch.”

My little sister kept on begging for forgiveness, and said that she wouldn’t snitch.
Perhaps in the depth of my heart, there were still several traces of the responsibility to protect my little sister left, so I also said she wouldn’t dare to snitch.

But Da Qiang just ignored me, and dragged me little sister back in.
We all didn’t know what he wanted to do, and could only watch.

Da Qiang dragged my panicked little sister beside the desk.
The homework notebooks we had deliberately brought were all knocked down.

The DVD was still playing, since everyone earlier were struck dumb and forgot.
At this time the japanese girl was still making sounds and acting.
Da Qiang pressed my little sister onto the desk.
I didn’t know what he wanted to do, deliberately pulling my sister’s clothes.

My sister’s body was thin and small, and there almost wasn’t any meat at all.
But she was really white.
Below the dirty clothes there hid a white and clean skin.

No one had realized anything, and only Da Qiang was aware.
He seemed to have discovered that there are uses for my sister.

Before I realized, Da Qiang was rubbing my sister’s butt; it was extremely ridiculous and weird.
The few of us looked at each other’s faces, but faintly guessed something.

Da Qiang heavily breathed, and tightly pressed my little sister’s head on the table: “You better remember this, if you are to speak of anything today, I’ll kill you!”

Da Qiang who was at the freshman year of highschool has already dared to use the word kill, while he was still rubbing my sister.

The few kids all noticed that something was wrong.
My little sister was heartbreakingly crying, her thin body was pressed down and unable to move.
More than half of her clothing was ripped apart.
Da Qiang also went to pull her pants, and seemed to be no longer satisfied with just rubbing.

I had finally understood what Da Qiang wanted to do, but no one dared to make any so