my dear lover

my dear lover is The Sweet_Favorcreation,The novel is mainly aboutI slept off while watching the movie, luckily I set an alarm for 5pm. I woke up, freshen up and dressed up for the party."Are you going to meet that guy before you go?am i? that am still not sure, for now let me call my friend and ask if hes ready."I called him and he said he wasn ready and he thought I wouldn be going since he knows me well"what does he mean he knows you well and thought you wouldn be going?parties! me, parties and me before today were never put in the Same conversation.why?I told you I always wanted my life to be quite, I didn even want to be noticed anywhere I go.I feel suffocated when I get noticed too much because I fell insecure. I question a lot of the eyes watching me wanting to find out what they want from me, how do they see me and what they think of me, all their thoughts about me I want to know but at the same time I don want to know because opinions really could be dangerous.so haven you looked at other people before?I havedo you also ask them how th Read Novel